Not sure I can post on my blog everyday!

Well its Sunday and DS is having a morning nap so i am grabbing 5 mins to catch up!

Well I got my period and it looks like that we will be trying again next month, although my cycle is not long so we dont have to wait a long time!

Although it seems as though DP's family have worked out we are trying again and so more pressure is on! But I am trying to be more realxed and see it as more as it will happen when it happens. And there is so much going on that when it is difficult I have to remember that there is much more that needs my attention.

I guess what I mean is I cant be wrapped up in myself, I still have a realationship to keep going and a son to take care of. And extending the family is important but maintaing family life is just if not more important.

I miss DP so much whislt she is at work and DS and I were so happy when she got home last night, we all sat by the fire and played for 30 mins before we gave DS his bath and bed time milk together. The stuff that dreams are made of, a life that is like picture postcards. Exactly what and how I want my life to be.

So we start inseminating again a week today and I am going to try and post on here as much as I can just so I can remember what this is all like!