Really should be working!

But Im not!
I am fidnign everything and anything to look at but write the damn essay!

Archie has been kicking me loads and I love to feel him so much of the day has been spent sitting here rubbing my tummy!!!

I am still waking up with back ache and DP is being so lovely and sleeping with me up in the attic on the futon. Except I am sleeping on two duvets as well as the mattress. I feel for her and she has had to put up with my moaning about my tummy hurting and my constipation.

Although we do ahve days when we think that the is something wrong with the other. I still worship DP just like I did when we first met 4 years ago. I know it might not be the most healthy thing but its more equall than it sounds. She and Taylor and the tow people that I think of all the time and I wake up and think how lucky I am to be loved by her and to have our gorgeuos son. I just wish my pregnancy journey wasnt being such a hassle.

I worry that DP thinks why cant we just make another baby and be done with it! There has to be something wrong!!!!! Well I hope that makes Archie more special, it does already for me!!!

Then weather is getting warmer and it is so nice to be able to sit outside and enjoy it. DS can play with his toy car and its great just to watch him.

Well I should really go and make sure I do some work today!