Well, Im here and I think one of the reasons that I haven't been able to blog is that I know I have to write Archies birth story. I did have to give birth knowing that my son who I could still feel kick me was going to die when i did and to relive all that is going to take alot. I need to do it before little peeps arrives...just not yet!
So here I am 9 weeks and 4 days. I feel tired, slight nauesa and headaches now and again, Ive had to speak to E about the curcial time when I am going to need lots of help and I know that I will need to pay someone to help with DS and you know what I will pay whatever it takes. I cant loose another child. It will break me and probably our family.
But I do LOVE being pregnant! Love love love it!
Although I cant really write much now, i am gald to be back and I want to remember everything!
So just to remind me and for you all. I took DS to a planeterium today for story time under the stars. It was magical. I will never forget DS lying on me as we watched the stars, listend to the story and then we all sang his favourite song twinklw twinklw, just amazing. I love my son, he really is the light of our lives. i cant wait for our next baby to make our lives even brighter. And he/she will I KNOW it!
The Official End
7 years ago
